When it's hard for that someone to say, I am sorry, I apologizes.
Stage 1 for me.
Hi I had a dream about you last night which means I have been thinking about you. What ever I am, what ever I did I apology for being it, and I apology for being it, for me being me. We are what we are. I have always in life tried to do that right things, and it can really drive a person crazy, no one is perfect. I was always taught to be myself. I have come to grips, and the understand that I don’t know what being myself is. About everything I get mad, I get upset, then I think I am ok, or letting it go, everything then I get mad, upset about again, I think I am letting it go, THEN I GET MAD ALL OVER AGAIN, about everything that got me mad, upset, then I think I am letting it go again. It like a vicious cycle. I am trying to be a person that is not to get SO mad at times. I just try really too hard, and people don’t know this then when things backfire on me or with me, I keep everything inside then I take it out on others more mentally, or with attitude. I never mean for this to happen, but it does. It like a vicious cycle. I am trying to be a person that is not to get SO mad at times. I just try really too hard, and people don’t know this then when things backfire on me or with me, I keep everything inside then I take it out on others more mentally, or with attitude. I never mean for this to happen, but it does.
It’s never understood by others the things that make me the way I am.
A person can’t keep blaming others of their out comes of life, or what keeps happing to them. We just have to take responsibility for our actions and what happens from the choices we make. Some choices will be good, some choices will be bad, and understandingly so Some choices will be knowingly bad, and that is ok too. It brings tears to my eyes because if some of this just don’t make any sense I am sorry this is just an emotion period in my life for me right now. It’s time to come to grips with even a more reality approach, pick myself up and deal with life. There are two more guarantees in LIFE. Things happen for a reason, and there will be things that I can’t control. Then we always will look back and say I don’t deserve that, or why is this happing to me?
Please share this letter with others to let show I am not afraid of being a human, and showing my feeling and emotions. With life, in Life and about Life I know two things. I need God in my Life, and I can be a better person in Life. I will always ask Love me from the inside first, then Love me on the outside. I have grown Up.
Bass 09/11/2009
Bass's Blue Fountain of Forgiveness and Pardon.
I know it needs more work, but it just came to me like this, sorry.
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